Dark Minds Community: UNTITLED - Dark Minds Community

Seems the more I try the harder things get. I open myself up for all to see, only to be reminded of the hurt and pain. I never ask for anything in this life, only peace. The things that I have faced in the past, are the things that have made me who I am today. You say you do not know me, I am not who I use to be. I couldn't agree more....a heart that was once full of love is now cold and bitter. Scared to live, more scared to love. And for what? Only to be hurt and pushed away, left to face all my pain alone. I walk this world a mere shell of what I could have been, now there's nothing left. Only pain and anger, emptiness at best. I am still capable of feeling love, someday, yes, someday I will find someone that I can love. Someone that understands my hurt and pain. Someone that will not judge me for excepting who I am, someone that will not judge me for embracing my darkness, rather someone that will hold me and tell me it's ok to be who I am, to feel the things I do. Until, I am faced to walk alone. So, down this lonely and dark road, my journey continues. Do not be sad for me, do not feel sorry for me. Take the time to get to know me. You may just be surprised to realize you aren't that much different from me............ "Crazy Beautiful"