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People wonder why I am the way I am....

I put myself out there for you, all I want is to be loved, to be held, to mean something. And each time I put myself out there it ends the same. I am left with my tears and broken heart while you move on with your life. Is it to much to ask, to be loved....Sometimes I feel like I have done something so wrong, so terrible that I am being punished for life. We all have our demons, we all have heartache and pain...I know this...I know I am not the only one that struggles. so tell me, why does it feel like it...why is it in a world so big and I full, I feel like I am all alone in this world. Why is there no one to laugh with, to hold me when I cry? Why am I left alone to wipe away these tears that fill my eyes even as I write this? I am a good person...I give all I have to help anyone that needs it...I love with all my heart, I try to be cold and uncaring, but anyone that knows me, knows I am not. And yet, I have nothing, I feel I am nothing. I titled this Dear Agony because that is the song that was playing, it's by Breaking Benjamin.....somehow these words seem to be the only comfort I find tonight. My tears come and seem to be never ending tonight. I in now way, want sympathy....I just wonder if there is anyone, anyone out there that even remotely knows what I am talking about. Anyone that understands.....Just......anyone.......